31 December 2008

what is the significance of this date? to some it is literally the last date of the year; to others it signifies a day nearer to the a NEW year, to me, it symbolises the birth date of someone who was part of my life once; a wedding dinner which the blessing from me is not my presence to grace the occasion but an adequate ang pao; a sisters annual gathering to usher the new year with the tua ki theme with lots of good food, booze and fun; an early day to work to complete the required assignment due this morning; a free luncheon courtesy of partners in the firm; a late luncheon with cousin at kin kin; a heart that speaks so loud to wanting so much to be home with mom and dad now; a heart filled with anticipation for the arrival of Jajabing after a month long in the States; a heart filled with excitement on the arrival of a new member to the family in a month's time; a determined mind to have more accomplishment in the year of 2009; a soul, a mind and a heart to live life the way I want.

Happy New Year to all and may all be blessed with good health, good income, good relations and good weather. All well ends well :)

and

Phewwwww

After a week's battle be it the viral fever, 'female monthly rejuvenation cycle' or back to practice..It finally came to Friday, and I believe it has worth it all...

I love my job, I love all that I see, hear and feel...the best thing is I smell success driving to me... just wait and see ;)

至：大福蓝

本人（四福美）很感动因为总于可以用华文来‘部落’了！！谢谢阿蓝一路来都在给很多的指点和帮忙！回到大马后，我们去吃个好哦..

A day of reflection

I was on leave on Thursday, as I wanted to send Jay and Eugene off to LA for honeymoon. I am feeling so happy and grateful, in fact told mom about how I felt when we were on our way back home. Mom was wondering, but simply explained that Jay has gone through a lot for the past years with various failed relationships and saw her broke down. That was the sight I cannot bear seeing anymore. I remember seeing her so 'frail' this word is intentionally used to depict and describe the severity of her condition then. Despite all odds, I saw the blessing from god to her, as she held hands with Euguene, happily walking in for boarding. My feelings for her is just beyond what I could reasonably reduce all into writing, as the feeling was over-whelmed with joy and love that filled her life made me feel so blessed and proud of her. She has gained it all back in one go. Further, the luncheon with her in-laws further affirmed and approved my findings, coz her in-laws just adores her dearly. We all enjoyed the scrumptious lunch at the airport before we could all see Jay and Eugene again in a month's time. Till then , Travel, Living, and be merry in the States and I will miss your presence for the time being as no one could assume the role of a 'jajabing' :)

A message to Jay: I love you

The Power of Dream

...My subconscious mind gave me a story depicting the upheaveal in one's experience in life. I dreamt of a person whom I believe is very much still alive and happy. I woke up from the dream and felt absolutely light, relief and happy. I have the affirmation from friends that I have completely healed and I am on the path to a more positive and fulfilling life. The significance of that dream symbolises the finality of putting a stop to the pass and injunct the pass from encroaching into my present and/or future. I look forward to each new day, as I know I am blessed by my powerful mind to steer my drive only towards abundance and success... I welcome myself back with open arms, as I know I will be taking on new challenges with great anticipation with the mode of just a walk in the park :)

Whoever is out there helping me this phrase, and gave me this dream.. I truly and sincerely thank you for the clouds have cleared the overcast sky...